Jay unbuttons my pants and slides them off my legs. What does he have in there? Jay just used me and now he’s gonna cast me aside. How could I be so stupid? She moans and tilts her head back in ecstasy. Jay works his fingers between my legs, causing a constant tingle and flush of feelings. He just starts the car and drives. Pulling on my favorite sweatshirt out of habit, I flip the hood up over my head and hat, further concealing my injury, and run to the bus stop. “I can’t do it, there’s no way!” I mutter to myself, panic beginning to rise within me. My heart betrays me, leaping for Jay to take me, but I want to hold back. ……………………………………………………………….. “I didn’t see you there!” I say in startled defense. I’m smiling uncontrollably and I grab Jay’s arm, not knowing what to do next. I shift my legs so that he has more room and easier access to my body. I shift uncomfortably and finish my water. I feel somewhat restricted in this position, so I shift, sliding my leg out slightly and scooting closer to the back of the seat. She’s acting out of hurt. Always scared.”
“What about your parents?” I ask. The sky’s dark now and many stars are out with a full moon.
