You always have one.”
She snorted. “I just thought how close you came to having this broken as well.” For a moment her voice seemed on the verge of cracking, but surely that couldn’t be. It made me feel suddenly vulnerable, but not in the way of being helpless. One look at me and she knew something was wrong. My life, however, was well and truly on hold. “You need to realise that. “I love you, Juliana,” she said. Then she suddenly began to shudder and rub herself frantically on me as she came. “Get up, get naked, and get on the bed.”
With an involuntary shudder of disgust at the day I’d had, I closed down the laptop and began stripping. At other times those same memories would be a cruel reminder of what I had no longer. Tell me what’s going on?”
I told her what I could. That night, after dinner, we made love again. As we were finishing, Mila looked over my shoulder. I had at first had on a T-shirt and shorts, but when Mila, watching some simulated sex on the screen, spread her legs and began rubbing her clitoris with the tip of her forefinger, I began to feel suddenly rather warm.
