I just nodded and then she smiled, almost a motherly smile, you know like when you get all As on your report card kind of smile haha. I was torn between like there was two moms in my head, the hardass mom who just wants the best for us and pushes us a little too hard, and this other one(at the time) I thought a monster 🙁
Anyways finally I just, I had enough and I emailed her(didn’t have courage to talk) I had been dodging her calls ect ect. Amateur porn But sadly he was cool about it, I say sadly because I FREAKED anyways haha poor guy, he just said it’s cool and he asked if I wanted to go home cuz I was crying and he had no idea why, he thought he did something wrong. 🙁 I abused her, not physically and not really mentally but verbally and I had no respect for her anymore or myself 🙁
I had started to slowly alienate my friends(though I didn’t or care now cuz I kept the very close ones) 😛 Anyways back to my boy friend.
