I wanted to be popular. Amateur porn . It seemed like everyday there were more and more. I found out that I had been taken off the depression medication. How Elizabeth found her voice that night here I don’t know because I was so scared of the idea of speaking. She asked me if she’d see me at school tomorrow and I nodded deciding that I needed to face the world again knowing that everyone probably knew about my attempted suicide. I was nervous about maybe having a nightmare but I didn’t want to feel so numb anymore. She held me a little longer then headed back downstairs. To be continued. “That medicine was really messing with my mind mom.” I said. I’m not sure why I was surprised but I was when she walked in. I had to sit somewhere different because I felt like if I sat in the same place I had every other time I had come to group I would again sit silently through the whole session. You are young and you can make lots of friends in your life,” he said. I walked into the session alone for the first time and that’s exactly how I felt. I hoped she understood how I felt.
