Afraid of shame and embarrassment if I took my sister’s clothing or was seen purchasing such clothing from a store, I sunk to a more secretive way to obtain such things. I was curious about girls from the beginning, which I assume now is because they’re different from boys. With the advent of online shopping, I was able to procure items for my fetish without shame by having them delivered to the house. I was in the living room watching television when she came down the stairs unexpectedly. I would wake up and masturbate immediately after having one of these dreams. My two aunts, who were both quite attractive, were always of interest to me when they visited our home. I grew up always crushing on girls, from elementary school to kindergarten. It started with the ease of lifting items from thrift stores and escalated to shoplifting from department stores and mall clothing stores. I even started wearing panties as my own underwear frequently. I’m nearly six feet tall and weigh considerably over two hundred pounds.
