Benny jerked the weed away. Sure, he’d sucked my
cock, big fucking deal! My hands felt wet, my mouth felt dry
wondering what Benny was gonna say or do. I looked at it, still not quite believing I had sucked
it, sucked it off! Benny kinda surprised me, he just said, “Hey man. Benny didn’t try
to stop me. I had other friends, real buddies, and they were straight not nasty little
cocksuckers! Ain’t nothing
else happening dude. A dude
doesn’t have to learn how to suck dick. I think that makes you gay dude.”
Now that pissed me off! I sucked at his nipples. I’d only hung around the fag
cause he had plenty of weed and plenty of booze. I ain’t sharing no smoke with you!” Jess snickered. Even when he stood up, in front of
me, naked, hard, his dick pointing at my face. As we passed it back and
forth I kept thinking what Terry and Jess had said that day bout not sharing
a joint with a cock sucker. I felt something hard brush
against me and I knew he was bone stiff. I wondered if I could force myself to do this. I was gonna sell
myself out just to party, just to get high. But we kissed for awhile, his hands were around me, he was
