You needed her as much as I did, perhaps more; a baby girl needs her mother. The television blinked blankly, as though a DVD had come to the end. Amateur porn ‘Secret’ means that no-one else must know, and no-one else will read the contents of this extremely intimate journal. For me, you have become your mother, my wife. Your breathing became louder and quicker, a tiny moan was audible. And yes, dear Alika, I masturbate into your slips, your bras, your night T-shirt. You closed your soft, hot thighs against my arms and shoulders, as though enveloping my body to make me your prisoner. There began that almost imperceptible trembling in your lower body. And still your eyes stayed shut; who knows what images you had in your head as I ravaged your cunt and you felt these sharp convulsions of pleasure take over your body. All evening I had wanted this climax to be shared with you my darling Alika, but once again I am condemned to wait. Then back to your now swollen clitoris. And I live in Heaven and Hell at the same time. Then I heard you arrive home, silently climb the stairs and enter your bedroom around seven. Your nude full breasts fell into my hands, my penis twitched violently. Not shaved, but cropped very close, the way
