Hell… looking back on our relationship since breaking up with her old boyfriend, I’m pretty sure Natalie would have said yes if I’d broken up with Jessica and asked her out. “I still mean it. I had Carla on her stomach, a fistful of her hair pulled tight as I fucked her from behind. Only, Carla had taken it a step further and had spent hundreds of thousands of dollars to remove the slightest imperfection to the point where she seemed celestial. He was protecting all three of us. Everything isn’t okay.”
All the trouble with Hiro, Roger, Maddox, the kidnapping… I wanted to tell her about all of it… to tell her what kind of stress I was under. “Fuck,” I breathed, glaring at the doorknob I held in my hand. I didn’t need to, though; her screeching was cut off as she planted her mouth on my shoulder and sunk her teeth into my flesh. no matter what I do, it’s just not enough. I only wish he’d been alive longer to enjoy it to an old age. For my own fucking sanity. He was protecting all three of us. I could just take my people and leave. Fucking me was probably nothing more than some twisted game she was playing with her old husband.
