I’m wet and the next time he thrusts violently down my throat, tears come to my eyes and I hear myself losing control of my almost empty bladder. His hand goes deeper and he puts 2 fingers inside me. Can he see my erect nipples through the fabric? As we enter the apartment and I head for my bathroom Pao says:
“You shower with me.” He turns around and goes to the men´s bathroom. I’m sure he thinks that’s shame and helplessness. We once joked about me peeing my pants in a public restroom when there were too many people there instead of peeing. My food almost gets stuck in my throat as my brain tries to process what I’m looking at. My heart speeds up. But I won’t do him the favor. I see Adam’s eyes on my neckline as he stands beside me in the elevator. Apparently I did well, and hopefully he will prove it to me soon with the bulge in his pants. The water is turned off and I hear him handling the shower bath behind me. I feel Pao’s body close behind me. Why do I just feel like a chain is wrapped around my own neck and I can’t swallow my toast? Of course! Pao takes off his T-shirt and throws it into the laundry basket.
